i like looking back at past memories, be it good or bad~
not that i bear grudges but it's all these that force us to grow up!

throughout the four years in secondary school, i've had my good&bad times
secondary one was the year i had most fun, the year i dont give a damn abt results(failing 3-4 subs dont matter to me then), surrounded by fun loving friends and no stress at all. i'm practically leading a rather carefree life back then. i do miss the time when i laugh the loudest, the heartiest and had no worries at all!!!!

secondary two was not a very bad year too, i still do have lots of fun and surrounded by friends. it's 2005 that i begin giving a damn abt my studies and started working rly hard. due to this, i do have some stress pressurising me alrdy. yet, i still do enjoy sec 2 life! i miss studying with 2EB ppl!!!!

secondary three, is the worst year i had.
frankly speaking, its the year i detest most and rly hope it never had existed at all. alot of problems back then, friendship, studies and everything else. results seem to matter alot to me and my expectations were not LOW. almost everything around me changes and everything around me is put to test. some managed to pass thru that test of mine while some dont. alot of days were spent in sadness, tears and anger. definitely not much of a happiness. a change in class, new classmates also didnt help the situation at all.

i rly didnt enjoy school life at all in secondary three. perhaps its because, i'm used to life with sec 2EB's-the super duper nice ppl and super nice friends and not used to the rowdiness in 3EC? i dont even rmber how i survived thru last year.

however, things turn for the better in secondary four! :D
i get to know more friends, super nice ppl i swear. our class turned united and i'm glad for it too! alot of nice, happy things happened in 2007. although there's still some sad things here and there, there's always someone there to cheer me on, to tell me to jiayou, hang on to everything. someone there to remind me to prove it to the world and dont give up on myself. someone who believe in me, giving me faith and everything else that i need.

and most importantly, i've found alot of hpys who i can tell my problems too. they'll always be there to cheer me on and it rly helps alot! i no longer wish that time pass by faster and instead, i wish time would slow down for me-just for my sake. haha, ofcause it didnt. :P i learnt to treasure the times i spent with friends, with hpys and even with teachers!

rly glad that 2007 is a pleasant year and is the year i end my secondary school life, with lots of sweet little memories. i will surely miss all the motivation sms i received this year and all the lame times i had with the group of ppl this year! =D

a rather random post with how i survived through my 4 years!
four years had past by and so many things changed.
the ppl i didnt know at all, became my true friends-the ones that gave me the motivation i had this year.
what will happen/change in another four years down the road?

hmm, i wonder.. but yup, i'm glad everything do happen.
i rmber someone telling me "everything happen for a reason"
true enough, it do.

:)